I just bought a $1000 plane ticket. Holy crap.
I am going back to Europe for the first time in four years. And for the first time ever I am staying for months instead of days. Holy crap.
This is actually happening. After it came so close to not happening, and after I've wondered so many times if I made the wrong call.
I just need to decide whether to try to manage with just my netbook for four months or to give in and take my big laptop. And, probably, buy a new camera, since mine appears to have crapped out.
And figure out how to fit four months into a suitcase and a backpack.